this is the hardest decision i think i have had to make in my life so far.
i just don’t know.
Today Connor said something that made my heart skip. We went to a cute sandwich place for breakfast, and I was all dressed in a yellow sundress. He look at my and said something like: I can’t wait until we no longer have student sent and we can do this. You look gorgeous and I love doing things with you.
That’s the first real time I think he has said something about our future.
Trying to talk among this group of friends is like trying to scream under water.
No one ever hears me.