this is the hardest decision i think i have had to make in my life so far.
i just don’t know.
Today Connor said something that made my heart skip. We went to a cute sandwich place for breakfast, and I was all dressed in a yellow sundress. He look at my and said something like: I can’t wait until we no longer have student sent and we can do this. You look gorgeous and I love doing things with you.
That’s the first real time I think he has said something about our future.
Trying to talk among this group of friends is like trying to scream under water.
No one ever hears me.
Just a pool, disguised as a pond, with a trampoline instead of a diving board.
I wrote a paper about these kinds of pools several years ago for a class when they were just prototypes. These pools have a natural filtration system that run based on the plants that are in the pool that give the water nutrients that allow it to not only be crystal clear, but you are also able to drink the water because it becomes so clean. And the best part is that once the initial filtration system is installed and calibrated, it maintains itself and eliminates the need for chlorine or constant maintenance like salt water pools.